Psalm 116:8, 12
For You have delivered my soul from death,
my eyes from tears,
my feet from stumbling;
What shall I render to the LORD
for all his benefits to me?
Beloved Fishermen,
“What shall I render to the LORD for all His benefits to me?” These words hit me afresh this morning as I read them.
When considering the benefits of God towards us, the Psalmist goes directly to the root of the matter: God has “delivered my soul from death, my eyes from tears, my feet from stumbling… .” Whatever else is distracting or disappointing or whatever painful, temporary circumstances threaten to eclipse the love and goodness of our God and Savior, these words stand sure, unchanged, unwavering – God has delivered my soul from death.
How much more, as a New Covenant believer, should I be moved by these words. As a New Covenant believer I have a more perfect view of God’s salvation. I have the record of the work of Jesus Christ, the completed work, the completed salvation–though I see still but as through a mirror dimly– and I have the special presence of the Holy Spirit, the promised presence of Jesus Christ, Oh the manifold benefits the Lord has poured out upon me!
Yet still the effects of sin in this world, in me, in my body threaten to cloud out my perception, dampen my zeal, weaken my resolve. How foolish, how weak “Oh wretched man that I am, who will deliver me from the body of this death?”
Ah, but what’s the point, man? the point, my beloved brothers, is that my perception of a thing does not affect the thing itself, it may only affect my response to the thing. The issue is not how well I perceive, in my sin addled mind, the benefits of God towards me, the issue is that they are REAL! They have been proved in Jesus Christ! God IS gracious and righteous and merciful (116:5), God DOES preserve the simple (vs 6), God DOES deal bountifully with me (vs. 7), in Christ, God HAS delivered my soul from death, my eyes from tears, my feet from stumbling (vs. 8). Through faith in Christ, these things are done! The work is done, though my perception of it will not be complete until the New Heavens and the New Earth reveal it perfectly to me, and I being made perfect will be able to perceive it perfectly.
So the heart of the matter rests with the question that started this post, these benefits being sure, what then shall I render to the Lord, now? In the face of waning zeal, in the face of all our responsibilities, in the face of exhaustion, in the face of remaining sin… in the face of all these things which may affect my perception of God’s benefits towards me, what shall I render to the Lord?
It must be resolved, that it will not, it cannot be my perception that drives my answer to this question, it must be the reality of the benefits, the reality of Jesus Christ that drives my answer.
May the Lord our God so fill our minds and hearts with His truth, that by the power of His Holy Spirit, and by His glorious grace we might be able to hold fast to Christ as the sand shifts beneath our feet, so that we might be able to render to our Lord our last breath, our last ounch of strength, our last whisper of worship. To God be the glory.