Deuteronomy 5:29
Oh that they had such a mind as this always, to fear me and to keep all my commandments, that it might go well with them and with their descendants forever!
Brothers, how compelling these words are to me. How real this struggle is! In these past weeks God has lavished us with His Spirit. It feels as if He has been pouring down His truth and love upon us. I have been warmed to my bones with the power and beauty of our Savior, Jesus Christ. How could we ask for better, this side of heaven, than what we have experienced over the last month?
And yet! Still, come Monday, or Tuesday, or–rarely–as late as Wednesday, and the stress of work, and life, the cold, and soggy blanket of this world, and the wretchedness of my wandering heart, turn the blaze of my zeal into a sputtering, flickering, pathetic little flame.
Oh that I had such mind always, to fear my God to keep His commandments!
Lord willing, I hope to be preaching this text when I go up to Verona in two weeks. My mind is full of these words, my heart is overflowing with the beauty of God’s love for us–His desire for our good, His perfect wisdom in His law. How rich, how lovely, how majestic is our God!
But in all His glory He knows us, down here in the dirt, where we are, He knows us. He knows our weakness. He knows our fears and our temptations. He knows we will not always have this mind as we ought. He knows we will have ups and downs. He knows His sheep, and His sheep wander. So, it was a particularly sweet balancing thought to meditate on God’s love last night as Robert Fisher opened up Psalm 23:3. God restores my soul.
Yes, it is very much better for me to keep this mind, to always burn with zeal and passion! But knowing that He loves me even in my stumbling, that is fuel for the fire! O the joy that our beloved Jesus loves us, even in our sins, even in our weakness, and fear, and temptations, even our failures, our Jesus LOVES US! The One against whom we are sinning, to whom we are so offensive, He Loves us, He restores us, He guides us home–doesn’t that feed the fire?! That love is the tinder that my heart needs.
May God be pleased to blow upon the flames.
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Please be praying for me as I prepare to Preach on May 3rd. I believe Paul Watkins will be preaching this coming Sunday. Let us lift each other up!
To answer Brad’s questions from his first post:
1) I’ll probably check the blog every couple days, unless it’s really active, and I’m hopeful I can post weekly. (That may be optimistic, but I’m hopeful.)
2) I looking forward to having a calendar we can use to schedule events, and keep up with each other.
3) All the blogs I look at are already in the blogroll.
UPDATE: As Pastor Stu just emailed, Pastor McKinnon will be preaching in Verona on May 3rd. So, of course, I will not be. But it has been wonderful thinking about this text. Perhaps I’ll be able to preach it some other time soon.